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Waiting For Superman

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2/15/14


Today I don't want to be introspective. I want to just be superficial, which is kind of different for me, not in an arrogant way, just in a factual way. I thought it was interesting when I read an article about a guy who decided to follow Ben Franklin's schedule for a day. Ben left time for study and to deal with spiritual things. The author said he almost never did that, and it was an interesting thing for him to do. Thinking about big things like God and purpose and why we are here and doing research into those questions is something I grew up doing and something I do all the time. How can you not wonder about that? How can you just go through life and just go to work, come home, be with your someone, party sometimes and that is it. That is satisfying? Really? Don't you wonder about things as a whole? Don't you wonder why we are here or how, or do you just take science's or God's word for it and leave it at that. I guess in a way you could have more of your emotional energy available to fritter away on personal drama. That might be interesting. I know it is kind of a weight on me to wonder about my, and our purpose, to wonder what or who else is out there, and it is a huge itch I am just dying to scratch to see everything as it really is. I used to think I would just go to heaven and God would explain it all to me and I could live with that. Now I am not so sure I will ever know, and ugh, that is annoying.

But to live without that burden, to me is to live in a closet. To live in the small world of what I see now. I just need to get out into the air and breath and wonder, and make wild guesses and hope. So with that comes the burden of what I don't know, of making choices and just not knowing if they are the right ones because I can't have all the information. I can't see past death or into the new millennium, so I have to make some of my best guesses blind.

Saturday, February 16, 2013

SNOW!










We finally got enough snow to make snow cream. Interestingly enough Nina went out in the the snow to cut the daffodils that were blooming on the hill. What season is it again? If you are wondering where Arin is in the pictures, he is the smart one. He only went outside for a couple of minutes to appease the rest of us and get us to quit asking him if he wanted to go outside. I didn't have my camera for those few minutes. Nina, on the other hand, spent 30 minutes moaning about how frozen her feet were when she finally came in. 

We had an awesome snow. I even enjoyed a few quiet moments in front of the window with my coffee and a book. Bliss, for me.  

Sunday, January 20, 2013

Men and Women as Friends


My parents didn't have close friendships with the opposite sex. At most there would be couple friendships that would quickly segregate themselves when they had the chance. Working relationships were allowed, but were so formal as to hardly meet the definition of "friend". Often there were also cultural expectations regarding appropriate topics for men and women to discuss. Women were not expected to be interested in weighty matters, and therefore people like my childhood pastor expressed something akin to shock when I as a college student tried to participate in an all male discussion of something theological. 

In my generation most conversations among the sexes don't limit their topics. Women can talk about any topic they have knowledge of, or ask questions about those they don't. Men, also, can talk about largely female topics and no one bats an eye. But as we have become more comfortable in seeing mixed groups I think we have discovered there are still lines that differentiate buddydom from flirting. Unfortuantely those lines vary. When we had clear distinctions between men and women it didn't matter where the lines were because we were no where close to them. 


There are many levels of male/female friendship. Let me help you understand my definitions of them

1. completely plutonic
Some examples:
     a. unattractive person can be friends with the opposite sex completely uneventfully
     b. when conversations happen only in conjunction with professional activities and never cover the personal

2. personal interest
examples
     a. Conversation has crossed from professional to personal
     b. a mutual interest has been found
     c. you just enjoy talking to this person of the opposite sex

3. intentional interest
examples
     a. a man and woman friend see each other regularly and talk about personal or interesting things
     b. a man and woman purposely schedule time to talk or do things together.

4. friends with benefits
examples
     a. pretty self explanatory, friends have sex for fun, but no exclusive relationship

5. dating
examples
     a. well, the people involved are now exclusive and the friendship has moved out of the friend zone.


Society is still for the most part used to men and women alone together being couples. Whereas it would be rude to assume the female friend that is dining with me is my partner, it is completely reasonable to assume the man accompanying me to the er with my daughter is her father. Some people take offense at this and see it as a flaw in society. I have asked and answered enough awkward adoption questions to know that I should just give people a break. Their main job is not to figure out my personal relationships, and I choose not to dwell on their choice of words. 
    
 I think it is great that we are now able to help each other with our strengths and not worry about wether we are men or women. There are some catches with this new found freedom, however. 

Studies are beginning to show us that there are differences between how the sexes view each other. It seems that women are far more able to see a relationship as plutonic. They are not nearly as concerned with sex as men. Not that that is surprising. Men, on the other hand appear to be more opportunistic. If they have a chance at sex they tend to be aware of it and willing to act on it. They are far more aware of the attractiveness of their female friends. Some people even choose who to talk to based on their appearance. Of course some avoid the attractive based on intimidation and some choose the attractive based on status. 

So that leaves an awkward boundary somewhere in the friendship continuum. How do you know whether your invitation to that guy to lunch will be seen as a great chance to be friends or an open invitation to frolic afterward? If you are truly wanting to be just good friends should you be in public together, at home alone together, and what if the attraction does cross the line? This is the zone when friendships need to have some conversations that even those in relationships try to avoid. What are your boundaries? How far will this go? 

If you have a bimonthly lunch date this may not be necessary, if you are out every weeknight with this person, you may need to see where it is going. 

Thankfully, along with the friendship taboos going out the window conversation taboos are as well. It is not a big deal to talk about any subject with any person who feels comfortable, even religion and politics. So if a friendship conversation seems necessary it doesn't have to be a big deal. But then, if you are good enough friends you very likely know the other persons character well enough to be able to understand what they hope to get from the friendship you have. 

In scouring the internet you can get plenty of advise about male female friendships. Many people still think it isn't possible. I think it depends on your definition. Of course it is no big deal to have a couple of conversations and possibly a meal out. But it is true that many people have a hard time controlling attraction, and many affairs begin from office friendships. Many people will never have close friends with the opposite sex because they can't handle it. It requires maturity and trust, which some adults never attain. 

I personally have never done well with male friendships. I was raised to believe that boys only wanted one thing, and was not very interested in giving that up. Turns out that worked well for me. Most guys who got to know me never wanted to stay friends. I would have conversations, but even a walk around the block with a guy led him to think we were dating. I mostly blame that on a religious perspective that held a clear trajectory to the alter for most cross sex friendships. Ironically the first guy that I really felt was a good friend to me I ended up marrying. Clearly I am hopeless. Marriage has been helpful however. When it is clear where my loyalties lie it is easier to relax and have a good conversation with someone just for the sake of conversation. 

For the most part I see male/female friendships as not that big of a deal. The only time I think they are considered interesting or shocking is when they are heading toward one of the boundaries that require a relationship talk. Are you doing lunch every so often? Fine. Are you conversing behind your wife/husband's back and then meeting secretly, even if there is no sex involved? That is a problem. Are you going to a concert you both want to see? Great! Are you spending the night together in the same bed. That could be a problem, or at least so close to a problem that it is not really worth doing. I mean seriously can't you sleep on the floor and give her the bed or vice versa? I think the boundaries are more important when you are married. If you are both single friends, and make a bad choice it is easier to recover with less loss, though it could still affect the status of the friendship and future friendships and relationships if you make a bad call. If you are married, your kids, your wife/husband and yourself could all suffer if you are not careful. So my thinking is, enjoy your friendships with all people but don't take unnecessary risks unless there is a clear benefit to most of the parties involved. 

These are interesting links if you want more info. By the way, if you choose to google this topic, be prepared for an onslaught of people being cynical about the possibility of male/female friendships. Like I said, it is primarily for mature adults and apparently there are a lot of immature ones out there. 

Todd likes this article about friendship, and I think it is pretty good. From Psychology Today


This article sites a popular recent study that seems to indicate that men are too horny to be friends, but just look at their sample: 88 undergraduate friend pairs. Hardly representative of the population. Though, even with that bias, the results don't seem that far from correct to me, just some of the conclusions drawn from them. But you can decide for yourself.


NPR also talks about the above study



This is a video that some college kids did. Obviously from my experience it seems accurate, but it sure does seem like they have an agenda.